White Noise

Cry Ophelia - Everybody Cries

Today was a tough day to get through and Nick is gone now for the summer so I don't have him to phone and cry to when it feels like my life is falling apart. So, I woke up this morning and headed into school to talk to my program counsellor about my current situation. She told me that the best thing that I can do is take the course through distance ed. and try as hard as I can to finish it before Sept. (which according to her shouldn't be that hard as long as I'm dedicated). This doesn't sound too bad and if it will save my semester in the fall from being in huge jeopardy then it's worth the extra work I guess... the thing is this course is going to cost me $600 to take. So much for trying to pay off those credit cards this summer. When I left the school I was still feeling pretty down, even though it looks like I might have a solution in sight, next I was off to the dentist.
Normally I like going to the dentist, I get my teeth cleaned and they look pretty and it makes me happy. Not today though, by the time I got to the dentist office I was almost in tears, I didn't want to go in mostly because the dental hygienist always asks me about school and I thought if she did today I would surely start to cry and then she would think I was crazy. Anyway, I made it through the dentist appointment with no questions about school at all - yes!! (but I have to go back cause I have a cavity - boo!).
So after the dentist I drove to work, when I got there everyone was going for lunch so I went up to my desk and worked on some labour reports and enjoyed the quiet. I was glad that because of my morning appointments today was a short workday, I don't know if I would've made it through a whole day today.
In other news, I have a huge crush on one of the guys at work, I just have to find out how old he is (he looks really young but I know he's older than me).

posted by bex @ 4:12 PM