That's What I Want
Im so depressed. I found out today that everyone at work is making more than me and not just a little bit more, some of 'em are pulling in
double what I make an hour. To clarify, when I say everyone, I mean all the co-op kids. The worst thing isn't even that I am the lowest paid student working there, its that they all know that now!! In other work news, the guy that I was introduced to a couple weeks ago who is a Physicist actually has his PhD. How smart is that friggin' guy, he has a PhD in physics - wow, thats all I have to say (and he's young too... snappy dresser... kinda cute, no Baldwin or anything but hey did I mention he has a PhD in physics). Maybe I'll get my PhD too and then I can be Dr. Rebecca... yes, I like the sound of that! Or maybe on my next credit card application I'll just check dr. instead of miss. and fast track past the seven years of school I would need to become a doctor. :)
p.s. I want money, thats what I want - lots of it.

gimme the green
May 2-4
YEAH! Long Weekend!! Party!!!Three whole days of sleeping in and no work, I love long weekends and I love summer because there are so many long weekends in the summer.
Oh yeah, and did I mention I love getting paid for not going to work - stat holidays are the best.
Thanks Queen Vicky for letting us celebrate your birthday!
I Love the LB
OK, so thanks to Nick I have become addicted to
"Laguna Beach: the real orange county". It is possibly the best reality show ever ( ok maybe not, but the drama!!! I can't stand it!!) I love MTV, they come up with the best shows, I just wish I got the channel so I wouldn't have to download everything. I am waiting for episode 7 to finish downloading now so I can watch it. I can't wait to find out what happens next in the LC, Steven, Kristin love triangle.
I rearranged my room today and because of the new positioning of my furniture, I now have to get out of bed to turn of my alarm clock. I think I'm going to hate this! I usually hit the snooze a couple of times every morning before I actually get out of bed but I won't be able to do that now. But for the last two weeks I haven't been sleeping well at all and this is supposed to help. Apparently if you get up at the same time every day and don't hit the snooze button then you will sleep better. I'm not sure if this will help the recent onset of nightmares but it should help with the tossing and turning all night.
Well, ep 7 is finished now so I'm off to watch. Is it wrong to love a tv show this much?
In Memorium
My aunt and uncle have a dairy farm and their two sons (my cousins) have always helped to run the farm. Yesterday there was an accident at the farm and my cousin Craig was killed. Craig was not married and did not have any children but his family, his mother, father and brother especially, will miss him more than words can say. Judy, Boyd and Larry you are in my prayers and I am deeply sorry for your loss. I love all of you. I haven't seen my dad yet but I know that will be tough because he was close to Craig and I know he was very upset when he heard about the accident. I think this is going to be a rough week. I can't imagine what my aunt and uncle are going through right now.
I am comforted knowing that my grandma and grandpa were there waiting for Craig in heaven; because right now I believe in heaven, I have to.
I remember when we used to be friends
Its almost poetic how people move in and out of your life at moments when you need them but its weird when someone leaves and you don't even notice it happening. How could someone whom I considered a good friend just fall out of my life without me even noticing? I don't know why people don't stay friends, I guess its a lot of reasons... Some people are simply friends due to proximity and once that space confinement is taken away, there is really nothing keeping you in a friendship made out of convenience. Other times it happens because you grow up and change and your friends grow up and change too and you just seem to lose the things that you had in common. I think about all of the friends I have made along the way in my life and I thank them for helping me when I needed them and filling an empty space in my heart - I love all of you, you have made me who I am today. And to the friends I have yet to meet, thank you for what you will contribute too.
For all of you Snow Patrol fans out there, check out The Reindeer Section - it is the side project for Gary Lightbody (Snow Patrol's frontman). Awesome Band! Some songs to listen to: cartwheels, your sweet voice, where I fall and you are my joy. And if you haven't heard of Snow Patrol yet, check 'em out too - their disc is called Final Straw.
P.S. I removed the audio blog entry that I had posted because I sounded retarded. My voice sounded totally messed up so I'll try again and we'll see if maybe that is how my voice really sounds and in my head I just sound way cooler. For any of you that had the chance to listen and know what I sound like you can be the judge.
Audioblogging
Tomorrow I start audio blogging - its going to be rad, don't miss it!